Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Healing
It is a sinusoidal path, the cure for an addiction
Clear-headed and in focus, it is easy to fool yourself that you are in control. Fleetingly feeling almost as good as new. Not lost. Nor broken. The next thing you know, waves of familiarness rushes by, washing away painstakingly placed puzzles.
Thank God for damping.
Clear-headed and in focus, it is easy to fool yourself that you are in control. Fleetingly feeling almost as good as new. Not lost. Nor broken. The next thing you know, waves of familiarness rushes by, washing away painstakingly placed puzzles.
Thank God for damping.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
sOLITUDE
Hugged by four creamy walls, shaded by the lake at the window, I watch, as the colours splash across the canvas of the horizon. Flowers litter in the rolling green grounds while the playful birds sing at a distance. There is so much beauty, where I live.
Quiet time for reflection.
Strange yet familiar, the tinge of calmness sweeps over. Heartbeats slow own. A launch-pad outside the membrane of your world; serendipity.
It is not what you have accomplished, what you have or what you look like.
This is you, peacefully indulging in a realm above superficiality.
Quiet time for reflection.
Strange yet familiar, the tinge of calmness sweeps over. Heartbeats slow own. A launch-pad outside the membrane of your world; serendipity.
It is not what you have accomplished, what you have or what you look like.
This is you, peacefully indulging in a realm above superficiality.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Lost
Contradiction.
There are moments of pure panic when the real me surfaces to strangers. Yet, I like myself. Once I trust, however, it takes a bulldozer to shovel that faith. Of course, in the process you have the green card to shard me.
It was scary, but you were my best friend, I let you in, put a hole in the old fences. When I found out how far back all these took place, it felt like someone ripped my heart apart all over again. Why did you lie to me?
You made a choice, and I had a right to know from the beginning.Grieving and second guessing what went wrong between us was so confusing and wrenching.I really tried hating you, but I do not have it in me. So here I am, letting the undeserving you trample all over my heart.
For the first time,it feels like a sham, the memories cheapened and respect lost.
There are moments of pure panic when the real me surfaces to strangers. Yet, I like myself. Once I trust, however, it takes a bulldozer to shovel that faith. Of course, in the process you have the green card to shard me.
It was scary, but you were my best friend, I let you in, put a hole in the old fences. When I found out how far back all these took place, it felt like someone ripped my heart apart all over again. Why did you lie to me?
You made a choice, and I had a right to know from the beginning.Grieving and second guessing what went wrong between us was so confusing and wrenching.I really tried hating you, but I do not have it in me. So here I am, letting the undeserving you trample all over my heart.
For the first time,it feels like a sham, the memories cheapened and respect lost.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Fear
Your past, commitments, ties and loyalties
They are a sense of belonging.A sense of worth and balance.They envelope you like a warm mothers hug. A the bed of soft, balmy grass you can fall back on when you suddenly turn around and find yourself lost among kaleidoscope of time.
How do they cloud your judgements , views and actions?
Sometimes the fear of the unfamiliar. Freeze.
Avoiding a new experience,demonizing a new theory, shunning the unconventional.Fear. Where a dolphin appears as a razor-sharp, blood-thirsty shark
They are a sense of belonging.A sense of worth and balance.They envelope you like a warm mothers hug. A the bed of soft, balmy grass you can fall back on when you suddenly turn around and find yourself lost among kaleidoscope of time.
How do they cloud your judgements , views and actions?
Sometimes the fear of the unfamiliar. Freeze.
Avoiding a new experience,demonizing a new theory, shunning the unconventional.Fear. Where a dolphin appears as a razor-sharp, blood-thirsty shark
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